OM Freakin G, I HATE MONDAYS

I just want to curl up under my covers and sleep until tomorrow.

I woke up this morning at like 7:30, and got out of bed at around 7:40 got dressed and went to class. For some reason, no matter how hard I try, I cannot stay awake in that class. I had lessons this morning, that didn't go too bad until we had to play the duet and I realized...shit I didn't practice that. I know it may not be that big of a deal, but I tend to feel really bad when I don't get things done. Then I came back to my room got my books in my bag and went to Woodwinds. I get all the way there, and I realize that I didn't print off my stupid article reviews, so I walk really fast to my dorm and printed them off came back and got out my saxophone, but by the time I got it out, and played one song we were done, so I am really pissed at myself. Then I had to go and take a stupid rock test...I hate rocks.

Its not that big of a deal, but I can tell that marching band is going to suck ass today.

And, to top it off, my asthma is acting up again, so I have my inhaler because walking down the hall gets me short of breath and I just can't catch it.

So yea, I just want to curl up and start over again tomorrow.

So...I am having procrastination issues. I  have 2 reviews due on Monday, and a midterm paper due Tuesday. I pretty much have all of the time in the world, yet I am not doing it.

I NEED A JOB!!! just so I can manage my time...for some reason its easier for me to my homework when I know that if I don't do it now, I won't have time to do it later.

I am going home tonight for Homecoming so I get to see everyone. I can't wait. Then tomorrow I have a game, and then I am going home again to see some family that is flying in from Georgia.

Well, that is about all that I have to say.

Toodles
<3Jenni

*and you can tell everybody that this is your song...It may be quite simple but, now that its done...I hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind, that I put down in words...How wonderful life is, now you're in the world.*

For some reason that song has been in my head for about 2 days.

For the most part I have been in a happy mood. Just a few little piss me offs. Oh yea, and I figured out that I really need to drink a hell of a lot more water. It is not supposed to be 90 degrees in October, making marching band a bitch on Monday.

Just so everyone knows every first Tuesday of the month is pajama day at Central...I don't know why, me and Alex just decided on it, so pajamas on Tuesday....Its gonna be great

So today was a little better...after jackass realized that he should probably call me. It is funny to me that he does a bunch of little things to piss me off, but when he calls I seem to forget them.

I think there is some kind of mold or something in the air because today it has been really hard for me to breathe. I have to take deep breaths all the time just to stop the suffocating feeling...it was really bad in woodwind class today.

I really love woodwind class...its pretty much the only one I enjoy.

Ok..well...just wanted to say that I am not so pissy anymore...maybe I will be motivated to do something.

Toodles

I wanted to be all insightful and crap like that...but I am staring at my piggy bank (actually its a kitty bank) thinking.."why does laundry cost so damn much?" I am completely out of quarters, but at least I have clean clothes.

I don't like it when I get invited somewhere, but can't go because my wallet is empty...I really need a job.

Is it sad that I need to motivate myself to practice...in high school I did it all of the time, for some reason though I just can't make myself do it.

I am feeling very anti social. I don't know why. I love being here and meeting new people, but for some reason I can't make myself leave my room and socialize. In high school I talked to everyone and was the noisy one in class...here I hole up in my room until its time for class and then I am back in my room.

I don't like that I am sitting here on my computer writing this pointless crap that no one is going to read anyway.

I wish the weather would decide what it wants to do...It gets hot during the day so I open the window, then at night it its freaking cold and I have to drag my ass out of bed to close it.

I wish I could march...let me rephrase that...I wish I was motivated to march.

Seriously though, I love marching band. I am just not used to the whole charting thing.

I can almost march and play at the same time though.

He really pisses me off...but yet I still talk to him...I still talk to him
ME: so when am I gonna see you again...its been a while
HIM: I don't know
ME: hmmm...me either.
and he never ever calls...we text though.

and works too damn much
and when he is not working...wait a minute he always works...but I still like him. GRRRR

Well...that may be all that I have to bitch and moan about.

Toodles
Jenni